LifeConfused to the point of breaking
Being made a fool of
Getting ridiculed by everyone
Having worthless, untrusted friends
Wanting to break down and cry
Feeling more pain each and everyday
Being alive and not knowing why
Wanting to be a part of something real
Getting stabbed in the back repeatedly
Having nowhere to go
Then time stops, and we all stand still
Load too GreatLiving in a fantasy world.
She's the epicenter.
Drawing in lust.
Suffocating on reality.
Mind restraining heart.
Heart struggling against the shackles.
Draining energy over a dream.
So close yet so far out of reach.
Calling her name in the dark.
Cruel laughter in response.
You never know until you try,
But the risks are too great.
Conflicted, confused, to heavy of a load to carry.
But it's a risk that'll be taken.
Eventually, possibly, heart says take it, brain says,
It's a death sentence waiting to be carried out ..